A Short Story #3: They Never Knew

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They Never Knew

She doesn't know who's late, who doesn't understand. Since the first time, doubts have enveloped her feelings. The doubts made her late. She is afraid everything will turn blue. She is afraid everything will end in gray. She is very, very able to see his affection. She can really see the sparkling eyes. She can really feel his softness. She can really feel his sincerity. Trust her, she always looks at him. She always sees him when he is not looking at her. She always wants to look at him whenever she can. and he never knew that. The care and affection says it all. His feelings and love never lie to her no matter how hard she dodge and don't believe it. All that is in his heart never fails to melt how broken and messy a person is. Everything that is in his heart is able to revive the feelings that have been frozen. Everything that is in his heart can never drop it from the deepest dark corner of her. Everything that was in his heart never failed to make her put her heart in after a long time of deliberation and hesitation. Everything that is in his heart never fails to make her heart fall, to repeatedly. All that is in his heart never fails. He should have known that.

He doesn't know what's in his heart that has made someone fall, somewhere, without direction and purpose. She fell, she thought she would be there with him. She thought she would receive all that affection again if she decided to fall for him. She thought everything would be more beautiful if she would confess her feelings, at least to herself. She thought everything would be happier. turns out she was there alone, she doesn't know where that person was, she doesn't know what that person was doing elsewhere, she doesn't know what he was actually doing and what's the intention, and then he let his love alone, somewhere they should be together.

She was bewildered, she saw all the signs but she couldn't decipher them. She can't decide anything in the middle of pain from even the most comfortable place from someone that she wants. She is confused, aimless, does not understand the direction, she tries to find a way out, but she is unable.

She couldn't leave it, anyways. She wanted him to be with her, the way she always had when the love and care was all she could feel. she wants to be there with her lover, but her love never know. 






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